nengkoneng!

tapi hatiku selalu meninggikanmu
terlalu meninggikanmu
tapi kau hancurkan hatiku
hancurkan lagi……

my sky turn to grey
when i found i had to leave cannot stay
even i pray to God in every single day
i just cannot stand still anyway

i wish i was allowed to have two moon
and my night would be brighter twice
i wish i was allowed to have two sun
and my dawn would be warmer twice

but God faith me
any human only permitted to love one heart
one at a time
no more…..

even i have already had
the loves
the misses
the memories

so i have to cry my soul
bleed my mind
cut my heart
just to keep my earlier forever promises

but someday
in another world
in another love

if i should become a rain
i’ll water your river

if i should become a light
i’ll shine your dark

if i should become a Samson
you’ll be the Delilah

210800

(allow no one to see this)

ps: bagi yg merasa pernah memberikan puisi ini padaku, aku mengucapkan terimakasih banyak untuk semua yg pernah dia berikan padaku… waktu, emosi, kasih sayang, dan harapan.
aku juga minta maaf, karena telah melanggar pesanmu untuk tidak memberitahukan puisi indah ini kepada orang lain.

thanks for everything…

*^___^*

come on ……

sit down with me

have a cup of coffee

and kill the time with me talking

let’s spend time together

1:49 AM

always be careful when building a relationship with a real human being.
but be more careful when building it with an artificial one.

try to be the one
try to be the one you want
try to be the one you need
try to give you what you want
try to give you what you need
try to fill the space you made for me
try to do what’s right when everything is wrong
try… ..